can't we just go back?

i miss the simple days of nap time and animal crackers.
back when the drama was about who got the cooler tricycle and what color sketchers alice had.
i miss the wonderful bliss of being young and ignorant.
when it was possible to get by on cuteness and sweet words.
when sharing was caring.
when hugging random peers was okay.
when boys' minds weren't so ravaged by the disgusting ways of the world.

don't get me wrong, i love having dylan as a boyfriend. i LOVE it. like, more than i can even express in words.
i just miss the days when boys were just friends. when we didn't have to worry whether or not we were causing them to stumble.

my friends are having 'romance issues' with my other friends and it's very confusing to say the least. and then there's the other friends who are completely misunderstood by their parents, and the friends who disagree very much with their parents, and the friends whose lives are just getting so screwed up right now i want to do everything i can to make it better. i can't do much, but i can do some.


on the happy side of things,
my friend finally kissed his girlfriend.
they've been dating for about three months and to be honest, it was about time. haha.
it's summertime. i can stay up as long as i want, for the most part. haha.
i get to hang out with friends,
make music,
write songs.
write BLOGS! haha.
i love free time.

...gossamer is a cool word.
i don't know why, i just like it.

well i think i'm gonna go take a bubble bath,
pray for my friends,
and go to bed.
goodnight lovely people who actually read this.
you are amazing.

goodnight. =]
♥