one of my best friends in the world,
she could be my sister,
has...strayed from the faith.
we're talking about the girl that BROUGHT ME TO CHRIST.
i'm so scared. it seems like her life has fallen apart.
and the fact that i haven't necessarily been fervently praying like i should be is really weighing down on my conscience.
i want my alexfish back. i want her to come back to us.
i wish she wouldn't give up like this. she's stronger than that, i know she is. i know life gets hard. my life may be easier than most, but it doesn't mean i don't face trials. i just know how to handle them so they don't get worse.
i'm praying for her. i'm praying harder than i've ever prayed. she's my best friend and, Lord forbid, something happens to her and she spends eternity in Hell.
i refuse to let that happen without an attempt to change it first.
to add to all this drama, my life is changing faster than i change clothes.
my brother moved out, i'm the only child left in the house.
i'm learning to drive.
my seventeenth birthday is less than a month away.
i'm dating the most wonderful young man i've ever met in my life.
there is great possibility that i will be the captain of the cheer squad next year.
my plans for college have been completely rearranged.
i haven't gotten a normal night's sleep in probably about two months.
i'm pretty sure my body is attacking itself because there is NO REASON for me to be in so much physical pain.
and now my best friend is an atheist. wonderful.
i have some serious praying to do.
if you could join me in prayer, it would be greatly appreciated.
thank you.
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