...it's really over?

well, it is for now at least.

...dylan and i kinda broke up.
weird thing is, i'm not upset.
he explained everything to me
about how he's WAY too busy for a serious relationship right now
and how the last thing he wants is to distract me from school
or even worse: CHRIST.
and i feel the same way.
so we're kind of taking a break from the coupleness
until we can commit to something like what we had.

so for now, we're back to being bestest friends.
he's a great best friend.
and i'm so happy i can say i'm best friends with my ex-boyfriend.

...i'm not so happy i can say i HAVE an ex-boyfriend though.
that feeling will pass though.
much like all the others.

we both still REALLY care about each other SO MUCH,
and we wish we could date,
but it's just not the best thing for us.
and now we won't make anyone feel like a third wheel.
that feels pretty good, i guess.

i should go to bed.
orientation tomorrow.
...ew.

♥